She wishes she could control her own thoughts, especially those in the middle of the night
She wishes the words came easier
She wishes she didn't feel so deeply
She wishes life was just a bit different. not back to normal but closer to it
She wishes she knew his thoughts, which she does, but really wants to know more about his life, then and now
She wishes they had hours of uninterrupted time together in the same space
She wishes that she could remember much of their past because she knows it explains much of the feeling in the present
She wishes she didn't feel like she has to explain why she does what she does, why she wishes she could talk to him more, see him in the present, be more connected.. but knows they are.. even through space and time.
She wishes she understood any of this. One day she will.
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